Legend of the Wizard
In my previous life I was just a normal person. I was living an average life and getting by just fine. Actually, from the outside it looked like I was living a great life. Husband of a loving beautiful wife, father of now three beautiful children, and successful business owner. Over the years I became more conscious of my thoughts and emotions, and was more connected with my energy. I was always thinking about the future, and reaching out for the next thing that would make me feel more successful. As soon as I had it in my hands it felt as if it was sand slipping through my fingers leaving me feeling empty. Immediately, the thought of the next goal would pop into my mind so I could bring that feeling of success. I was always chasing success. If I was moving too slow I would shame myself for being unmotivated and lazy. Problems would arise in my life and I would blame others. “It’s their fault I’m not where I want to be in life,” the voice in my head would say. When I made mistakes I would be overly judgemental and feel guilty that I have not reached the level of success I desired.
Let me tell you, it was a rollercoaster of emotions. Sometimes I was on top of the world and sometimes I was living in hell. When something good happened to me I felt happy and confident and energized, but something could happen to me the next day, and I felt sad and hopeless. Just like success, I was chasing happiness as well. “When I have them both, my life will be complete and I will feel fulfilled,” I thought to myself constantly. I was so logical when planning every move in efforts to control my life. The more control I had, the more I was afraid of giving up that control. If I wasn’t in control that means someone else will make me fail. I was running from the fear of failure. I desired anything that resembled success and just wanted to live my dreams of a happy life. The more I judged others and myself, the more insecure I became. I would regularly ask myself, “Why is this happening to me?” I would bring up painful memories of things that happened to me and tell myself the story that made me suffer through the experience again. I was stuck living in the past or the future. I was consistently putting massive amounts of energy into my life but I still felt like I wasn’t where I wanted to be. I was experiencing so much resistance and life felt hard.
I was searching for something to improve my wellbeing so I started meditating. I became very good at meditating and could do it anywhere. I would go on walks or runs in the forest and feel so deeply connected to my energy. I remember meditating on a walk once and the energy within me resonated at my core. I felt overjoyed and could feel the energy pulsating through my entire body, and it felt so familiar. It felt more like me, more than anything else. It felt like I should investigate what I was feeling but I was afraid of the unknown and what I may discover, so I snapped out of my meditation and started walking faster, thinking about what I had to do when I got back home.
A few days went by and I found myself feeling a little lost, overwhelmed and empty. I was stuck in my head surrounded by negative thoughts. One thought led to another and I started telling myself the same old story. I was feeling depressed and needed to pick myself back up. I took off for a walk in the forest to get some air and clear my head.
While walking along a path in the forest I became deeply grateful for being alive and was immersed in this very moment. I fell in love with everything that was happening within me and around me. I was no longer in my head and I was simply just being with no thought at all. I was in a prolonged state of complete silence and the feeling was beyond conception of the mind. I felt the most loving energy flow into me. It felt as if my chest opened up and my heart filled with this loving energy that is beyond words.
I closed my eyes and just stood there so I could take in this feeling to its fullest. I could feel the energy all around me and flow within my body. I could see a portal in my mind. It was right in front of me. It was the brightest light I had ever seen coming right out of the portal. A feeling took over my entire body as if this light was familiar and calling me to it. I had two options: I could continue living how I had been living for the past 28 years, or I could discover a new life on the other side of this portal. I took a leap of faith and entered.
On the other side of the portal was a completely different world. It was as if I was in another dimension. The forest looked so vivid. Everything was illuminated and looked as if it were glowing. The colours were magical and I was stunned in awe of how beautiful everything looked. The forest was alive and I could see the flow of energy in everything and saw how everything was vibrating in harmony. I felt a deep connection with everything I was looking at. I didn’t even need to see it, I could feel it. I watched the trees breathe and followed the flow of energy from the tip of the leaves and flow through my nose. I could feel the energy fill my body. I was awakened to my true nature.
I saw a path in front of me and continued my journey in this mystical world. On my journey I became familiar with what I really am. I now realized why I had felt like there were two parts of me. One that was trying to conform to society and people telling me to be normal. The other part just wanted to be authentic. I ignored others and listened to my heart. I broke free from the status quo in my old world and blazed my own trail in this new world in search of truth. Lonely nights helped me become familiar with my authentic self. The darkest parts of this world were the most difficult to see my way, and I felt lost and uncertain that I was still on the path.
At those times, my beliefs and values gave me inner guidance that kept me on my path. I embraced my personal development in search of my true identity. I became fearlessly authentic. I believe in challenging the status quo. I believe in taking risks, being optimistic, and lifelong learning. I believe it is our very nature to create. I believe we are all unique and special in our own ways. I believe we all have curiosity for discovering ourselves. I believe we are all seeking the truth. I believe we should follow our hearts and do what we love because that will make us truly happy. I believe we should realize our full potential by continuing to evolve. I believe we can change our world.
I continued to discover this mystical world with excitement in each step for the unknown that awaits me. I am objective and investigate everything which has sharpened my discernment. My unbiased understanding gives me the confidence to be decisive when making decisions along the way. My experiences along the way gave me great wisdom, and I learned the truths of this world which helped me master the five elements: earth, fire, water, air and ether. My seeking for truth, love and freedom pushed me through challenging stages of my journey that evolved me spiritually. I evolved spiritually and mastered my mind.
Of all the challenges I faced along my journey, nothing compared to what I was about to encounter. As I looked back the path vanished into darkness. I became surrounded by darkness. Coldness took over my entire body and I was trembling with fear, terror and panic. This was it, I knew I was about to die. I couldn’t see anything but darkness around me.
There was nowhere to run and nowhere to hide. I surrendered to the fear. I felt the fear to its fullest. It was beyond what I could ever imagine. It felt as if my entire life was being torn away from me as I entered a complete free fall into the abyss. I had no concept of time or space and was not using any of my senses. Everything I was feeling was 1,000x more amplified than anything I had felt and it was all happening instantly. I had no perception of my body, space or time. I was timeless; I was everything and nothing at the same time.
Suddenly, the brightness of 1,000 suns illuminated the darkness. The intensity was indescribable because it was beyond anything my mind is capable of understanding and words don’t exist to describe what I was feeling. It was a feeling of love beyond love that was blissful. I was surrounded by the source of light and love. No, I was the source of light and love. I felt total liberation and was finally at peace. I felt complete, whole, perfect and infinite. I felt pure bliss, ecstasy, joy and unconditional love all at once. There really aren’t any words to describe the experience.
I was reborn.
I was back in my body, but I intuitively knew I was not my body and no longer identified with it. My identity was replaced with unconditional love and infinite light. I felt something happened to my body that I had never experienced. It was as if something happened to me on the DNA level. I felt as if every cell in my body was brand new. Brand new and upgraded! I became a completely different person in this physical form. I evolved into something far greater than the person I was. I was no longer thinking. I was simply just being. My mind went completely silent and I had a deep peace at the core of my being. I was now living in two different dimensions. The physical dimension and a dimension of the infinite energy source.
I could access the energy dimension and used it to transform the physical dimension. I continued to master my energy and it revealed the greatest secrets that I used in my physical dimension. I became wise by consciously being aware of the energy that I am. I became infinitely powerful when I learned how to put my intention into my energy and shape my reality through thoughts, feelings and actions to manifest my ultimate reality. I used my energy to influence my body and my surroundings and created the life I love. I used my loving supernatural powers to help others heal. I was very skilled in white magic and alchemy, and I transmuted fear and darkness into love and light. I was fearlessly authentic and others were attracted to my energy. I radiated my love and light and was magnetic. I was the source of love and wisdom and used it to serve others compassionately. I was finally free and at peace! I didn’t desire anything except wanting to free others of their suffering and realize their true nature. I empowered others to transform their lives and live their full potential. I guided entrepreneurs step-by- step to build a brand that matters. My vision became reality; entrepreneurs are changing the world.
